That night, I walked a long way, the way of coming back become farther because of my wandering up and down. One strolls in the street, I feel deep loneliness. Remember and perform again and again, I pain violently. I rub remaining memory and break to pieces, feel grieved. Think I have believed in the thing hanging on to rely on most and betrayed me most. I take every care to give a blow on the wall, I expect that can present the sense of loss that a hole hold me on the wall, but the result is that some firm thing of mine rumbles and collapses grandly.
I fall and squat from wall violently, dull looking at the ground, condense the frost that I have never had in the eyes. The tears are turbulent and leaving in the frost of that group.
After you leave, my sleep becomes brief and horrible. I make all sober half sober sober time consume at some trival matters even, I do not love these trival matters, but I need a kind of means to recapture and miss the lost territory occupied in my heart. I want to be decadent, but I dare not, decadent that heartrending pain when being unused, unused that I am afraid.
Originally, you stayed with me in all desperation, it is kind to me to be in all desperation. Should finish this section of emotions now, you are in all desperation. You scruple, consider, can injure, injure never, I get the plentiful happiness from it, have received right pain of injury too.
You have not changed at all, I am only spending the limited course freely in your initial state confusedly. This discovery lets me want to cry, but have no tears. Wind for late autumn have meaning for winter already, I stand up a body by wall, look at the bare tree of distant place and think: Go well fast, go well fast too this year in its elegance and talent.
Your message has arrived, that is the last message that you write to me. That piece of news has already been out, but I change my some words while forgetting to believe forever: I do not think I have already needed you very much. Whenever at this time, always remember those wound, you got back to the starting point, but I can not begin. Let's say good-bye. What needn't anxious in this way perhaps, sentimentally attached to, bury deeply any that each other leave, continuing, I will be replaced sooner or later too ....... Thanks. I am sorry, my dear.
I feel grieved deeply, is oneself. All news of my calm deletion. Bearing the tears, do not cry, it is still my principle. The words which you spoke, in I do not have your independent life, become the Holy Bible.
I do not no longer miss you sedulously, the miss of you, turn into 3/4 of the sea in my world, massive, abysmal.
What I only felt at the moment like the New Year's Eve at a loss is dark, a lot of faces glimmer fireworks as misty as the distant place, remember who said: We are so perplexed, because is young?
The late clock floated longly, I felt unprecedented tired suddenly, kneel down softly, knees on the ground, weep buckets.
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